How is it like to fall head over heels in love with the same person you ever loved? It's like a magical feeling of discovering something familiar back when you thought you have earlier lost it. It's like the same feeling when you have found back your own bunny toy when in earlier days you don't know where in the hell you have chuck it. Seeing the bunny brings back all the same memories and feelings you once had....
Falling in love again with the same person that has been with you for many odd years is not easy. Keeping love alive all the time is not always easy. A couple who has been together for many years for example, like our parents, the thing that keeps them together is responsibility apart from love. In a relationship, love does not exist on its own. How many couples on earth can keep the fire burning between them in years? I would say hardly. It is the understanding and responsibility that keeps a relationship running. Of course, love has to be there. What I am merely speaking here is the spark. Can we keep the spark existing most of the time? It takes a lot of effort from both parties. And like it or not, most of us tend to neglect this point which lead to the shortfall of betraying each other in a relationship. If only we can appreciate each other more and fork out some efforts to keep the spark alive once in a while, we will definitely enjoy a fruitful and long loving relationship.
Mind you, I'm not talking about my relationship here. I have always love daddy and it feels good sometimes to have that little spark burning there. It can be anything. From a dinner together, a movie together, messages, kisses and cuddles when you are half way in a middle of a sleep, little gifts, laughter, surprises and even a fulfilling lovemaking session together. It keeps the love burning and alive for years to come.
"When you thought that you have lost the relationship that you treasured so much, you have changed into someone else. Of course, you are stronger, but that's not the real you. You have let this new person to rule your old self completely. On the surface you might appeared to be strong and hard, but you are empty inside. You behave so because you have lost the love that you once had, you thought you wouldn't be able to find it back again. You were protective of yourself, shielding yourself from getting hurt. This has transformed you into a different person.
But when you have found back the same old love recently after so many years of disappointment, I noticed that there is a change in you. You are back to the old person that I once knew. You are different now. You felt contented. It is that particular love that affects you all this while. I knew it all along and you kept on denying it in the first place because you were unable to face the truth. But I'm proud you are willing to face it now, willing to give it a second try. And you are much happier. I truly hope for the best outcome for you. May you be able to cherish this love that you have been yearning for, all this while, all this long. God bless you"
Now, you know how is it like to fall in love again and again with that same person that you have loved for so long.
Daddy, do you know that I fall in love with you everyday?
Of course, except for the times that you seriously annoyed me. Hehehe....
1 comment:
so touching, it's over-whelming!
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