Bad news:
1. I still miss my grandma. Can't believe someone you love is there and the next moment she was gone, forever. Humans are so so so fragile. When you were gone, your records were deleted, your images faded, living people resume their lives forgetting you ever exist....but only the closest felt the lost at the depths of their hearts. I still dream of her until today....and she will only lives in memories.
2. My cousin is filing for divorce. Her husband had an affair (bloody man!). Although I'm not so close to her from young but to me, she has always been those that you would categorized as a beautiful woman! High nose and cheekbones, fair skin. Bastard man, never satisfied with a beautiful wife. I kinda pitied my cousin because she has 2 child with him and she has not been working since she got married, which was 4 years ago. Lesson learnt ---> Women must work. Don't depend too much on men because if they betray us, we will be in deep shit!
3. My career still sucks. I need to dig a path out from here if I wanted a better financial means. I'm working on it but sometimes to get a good job with a good working environment, high pay, reasonable distance and good benefits really does requires some time and opportunities. You may think I'm too demanding, that's why I'm still here but the thing is if you want to job hop, make sure it's worth leaving here for it. Until then, my butt still sticks around here. Sometimes I wonder what is the point of being a good grade student when you got yourself landed on a degree course that has no value to the working market. The answer is, you will get yourself slowly dying. No matter how well you excelled in school, how many semesters you were listed in the Dean's List, it was just meaningless when you made a wrong step in the course you studied. Don't even believe when people says a degree is just a passport to the working world, it really doesn't matter thou. 10 years ago, this maybe true. You can find yourself a good job even though you don't belong to that line as long as you have the 'passport'. Culture changes now. Too competitive as there are too many graduates. But I guess, GOD will have HIS planning for everyone of us. And of course, with a little effort from us.
4. I love mum and dad so much that sometimes I felt bad when I couldn't help them. I mean they are the whole world to me and yet when they requested for some financial help, I felt helpless. Helpless because I can't seems to help them. I should spend more time with them while they are still around.
"If one fine day I find that daddy and mommy has died before me, please do not attempt to tell me life must go on...because I will not find a better reason to live for...
If daddy and mommy will never find out, please let me leave them first, and after which please do me a favor by telling them " If there's an after-life, please let me to be their daughter again..."
If daddy and mommy can be re-born at Pure land, please let me bow three times under their feet, and let them know they have been the greatest parent to a child like me...."
-Yenny-
5. Speaking about my good ol' sister, Yenny, she will be off to Makati in less than 36 hours. I wished her luck in her new career and hope she enjoys learning new experience. It's a bad news to me, because I knew I'll be missing her like mad when she is not around. Although I seldom see her but the idea of her miles away sure makes a difference.
6. Not really getting along well with my brothers. Maybe they have negative thoughts about the plea that I asked from them to help both of our parents. I don't know. We are slowly drifting apart. I don't care and I wouldn't want to compare. I love my parents above all and I'll carried out my responsibilities for as long as I can. Who bothers if they do their part or not? To love is not to be calculative. I love my parents and I love them wholeheartedly. As long as I fulfilled my responsibility, it's fine enough to me. I will not care what they think of me.
7. A really good friend of mine has the tyroid problem. This sickness has caused her weight to drop tremendously, about 5kg in just 1 month. I felt a stab of pain when I saw her, she was so thin already. Isn't it ironic? She told me she wanted to be slim before all this, she had success by going to the gym, dieting and even tried out detox tea. And yet now, she told me she dare not even look at the scaling machine. She was afraid she got any thinner. She told me the sickness has caused her to have to intake pills for months, insomnia and trembling hands and legs. The only treatment she can give herself is try to relax as much as possible. Hope she gets well soon....
Good news:
1. Although I don't consider myself wealthy, I have a good family life. Nobody can guarantee good and lasting marriages ahead. Not even my mum can guarantee my dad or the people that I knew. But, this is all about life. Mysterious and unpredictable. I don't know about 20 years later, but at least now I'm certain that I'm happy with daddy and I'll live my every moment into it.
2. Lunz is really a big boy now. Yenny told me that I should think of getting him a lil' brother or sister because she said Lunz is really very shy and by being a big brother will make him more responsible. Lunz is really a quick learner, not to brag about my own son but I'm really proud of him. He is one of the best student in his kindi, he knows how to do his homework by himself, I don't have to teach him. I just read the instructions to him (Such as, circle the pairs that has the consonant H) and he seems to understand. He knew more Chinese letters than I do and I even heard from daddy yesterday that Lunz was able to arrange all the alphabets backwards starting from Z to A in just split seconds. Honestly, I will let him develop naturally. Meaning I won't pressure him in studies. If he is good, he will be good nevertheless.
3. 2 very pretty girlfriends of mine finally got pregnant after 1 year of marriage. Congratulations to them!
6. Not really getting along well with my brothers. Maybe they have negative thoughts about the plea that I asked from them to help both of our parents. I don't know. We are slowly drifting apart. I don't care and I wouldn't want to compare. I love my parents above all and I'll carried out my responsibilities for as long as I can. Who bothers if they do their part or not? To love is not to be calculative. I love my parents and I love them wholeheartedly. As long as I fulfilled my responsibility, it's fine enough to me. I will not care what they think of me.
7. A really good friend of mine has the tyroid problem. This sickness has caused her weight to drop tremendously, about 5kg in just 1 month. I felt a stab of pain when I saw her, she was so thin already. Isn't it ironic? She told me she wanted to be slim before all this, she had success by going to the gym, dieting and even tried out detox tea. And yet now, she told me she dare not even look at the scaling machine. She was afraid she got any thinner. She told me the sickness has caused her to have to intake pills for months, insomnia and trembling hands and legs. The only treatment she can give herself is try to relax as much as possible. Hope she gets well soon....
Good news:
1. Although I don't consider myself wealthy, I have a good family life. Nobody can guarantee good and lasting marriages ahead. Not even my mum can guarantee my dad or the people that I knew. But, this is all about life. Mysterious and unpredictable. I don't know about 20 years later, but at least now I'm certain that I'm happy with daddy and I'll live my every moment into it.
2. Lunz is really a big boy now. Yenny told me that I should think of getting him a lil' brother or sister because she said Lunz is really very shy and by being a big brother will make him more responsible. Lunz is really a quick learner, not to brag about my own son but I'm really proud of him. He is one of the best student in his kindi, he knows how to do his homework by himself, I don't have to teach him. I just read the instructions to him (Such as, circle the pairs that has the consonant H) and he seems to understand. He knew more Chinese letters than I do and I even heard from daddy yesterday that Lunz was able to arrange all the alphabets backwards starting from Z to A in just split seconds. Honestly, I will let him develop naturally. Meaning I won't pressure him in studies. If he is good, he will be good nevertheless.
3. 2 very pretty girlfriends of mine finally got pregnant after 1 year of marriage. Congratulations to them!
No comments:
Post a Comment